I Feel I Like Im Falling
Like I Cannot Catch My Breath
Overwhelmed And Out Of Control
It Seems Nothing I Do Makes It Better
Just Worse
Sometimes I Feel As If My Cuts Wont Heal
They Just Continue To Bleed And Bleed
Ive Cried For So Long
And I Don’t Understand
Why When I Smile I Feel So Sad
Why I Cant Be Happy
Why Im So Angry At Everyone And Everything
And Myself
I Like To Take Long Hot Showers
And Wash Away The Pain
The Guilt, The Emotions I Hold So Tight Inside
I Bleed And Bleed Til Theres Nothing Left
I Try To Hide
But There Are Mirrors Everywhere
What Have I Done To Myself
What Have I Become
Engulfed By Flames
Drowning in my own blood and tears
Fighting For Whats Left
If There Is Anything
It’s A Scary Feeling To Be Left With My Self
Alone
I Bleed And Bleed And Bleed
Til Theres Nothing Left
Ive learned to get used to it
Its my state of being
my friend
My everything
I wonder how I could be with out it
If I could go on with my life
Its everything
It pupmps the blood through my body
Gives me life
Gives me breath
Wakes me up in the morning
Everything
Everything
Everything
But nothing at all
An absence
An abyss
A hole
How could something so empty
Be so full
Questions that I don’t have the answer to
Nothing that I could do
Keep to myself
And don’t say a word
No one will know
Your secrets
Don’t let the darkness consume you
There is still good inside
Time is running out
But the candle is still lit
It burns within you
It shines in the darkness
Reawaken
And rise out of the flames
Don’t stop until you’ve reached
The horizon