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What I think of you
Her smile makes me forget why im mad, makes me think of forever, makes me feel as if there is no worry in the world, but it kills me too, makes me wanna hurt myself for every doubt I had, how can I doubt the most beautiful aspect of my life. Kills me for every mistake, everytime I got her mad, but when I see her, it doesnt matter, all I can see and think about is a future and how I would love to be in hers,be in her life, bed, family, did I mention her. I think about her 200 million times a day, and thats an understatement because I think about her every second, I wonder what she is up to, what she's thinking, and if im being a good enough boyfriend, I think about.her.smile, her.simple beauty, her effortless.beauty. our love is strong, real, envious because people.want.it. you make me want to be something better, I wanna learn to cook and bake so I could spoil.you, till your begging me to.stop because.you put on too much weight. I wanna learn to massage so I could rub your back, your feet, your body till.the stress.is.gone, take time to.appreciate gods perfect creation, perfect only because you're perfect for me. I wanna learn to please you in everyway, so you dont need to.look for it elsewhere, so you could remember how good it was when that cute guy tries to talk to you at work, when temptation comes it isn't temptation, its a joke because.ill redefine pleasure.for you, ill work on it past perfection, pleasure in the words I tell you, in the food I make you, in how I look at you, how I sex you, how I pick you up, how I lay you down, ill never feel like.I.have.to.quit or slow.down because ill be on top of my toes, because you never slow down for perfection, you just try harder each day, I wanna rekindle our love when it's at its peak so you could stay high off of it, never.feel.rock bottom. I wanna look at you each day like your brand new, never.old because.love doesnt get old, just wiser, and I wanna know you inside out, I wanna take you everywhere, till the earth is old.news to us.
I wanna keep you and never let go, see you most of the time, and I want you to know, you're never old to me, or just there, I care, and these words dont even compare, I dont wanna share, I want you right here, in my heart and my space,
I just want you here