It's been a while,
that you've been here
I and a lot of us
wish
that we could've
done more
while you were still here
so here's a couple of things that would have happened
on your 18th birthday
if you got there

on your 18th birthday
we would have gotten the whole family together
just to celebrate

and we would finally get to see you again
hopefully to see that you were doing better

we would have been so happy to see you

on your 18th birthday
we probably all would have just eaten steak and rice


since it seemed like it was the only food
you liked to eat

you liked to keep it simple
I always kinda liked that

on your 18th birthday
we would have all played loteria
since you liked to gamble
and take money from all of us
you never lost

on your 18th birthday
I would've brought over the new Harry Potter movie

because you loved Ron Weasley
Never
Ever
Did I think

that you would have a thing for British
awkward
gingers

on your 18th birthday
we would have gotten you ice cream cake
on light 18 individual candles on your cake
not get the
big number candles of 1 and 8

none of that bull s***

on your 18th birthday
I would have been the one
to mash your face in the cake
after you were done blowing out the candles

on your 18th birthday
I would've have finally been able
to give you the Harry Potter movie poster

that me and my mom got you
the one with Ron's big face on it of course

on your 18th birthday
I would have told you
how happy I would have been
to see you again
I would have told you
how sorry I am for not being able to talk to you often

on your 18th birthday
I would have hugged you
told you that you do a great job fighting

on your 18th birthday I would have told you
Felizes MariFer mi prima
eres como la hermana que nunca tuve
y te quiero

Or in other words
Happy Birthday MariFer my cousin
You're like the sister I never had
and I love you

It pains me
that you weren't able to reach 18

It pains me
that I wasn't able to visit you before
you went away.

I'll make it up one day
meet you in heaven and we'll celebrate your birthday
like I didn't get to do on earth
descanse en paz MariFer
y te echo de menos todos los dias
Rest in peace MariFer
and I miss you every day.