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How You Carry It

January 23, 2014
By Cara Duffy BRONZE, Massapequa Park, New York
Cara Duffy BRONZE, Massapequa Park, New York
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The weight you carry.
A hole
In your heart.
Heavy.
It's heavy.
Will it rip you apart?

The weight you carry.
Could weigh you down.
Life--
A blur
When she isn't around.

The weight you carry.
You did not choose it.
But.
It's not the weight,
It's how you carry it.

The weight you carry.
How do you carry this weight?
You choose how you hold it.
You choose your fate.

The weight you carry.
Shackles to your shoes?
Or a motivation. An inspiration.
You pick. You choose.

The weight you carry.
Be it your anchor?
It keeps your feet on the ground.
Or be it the wings?
To keep your head in the clouds.

The weight you carry.
Don't drag it.
Hold it high.
Above your head.
Use it to make a difference
Instead.


The author's comments:
"Look for the good through the trial. It's calling to you, for you, to see it differently." Typically, you would not assume this to be the words of a woman battling Stage Four metastatic breast cancer to the lungs, liver, brain, and other vital organs. A mother, a wife, a friend, a sister. In my eyes, a hero. Crissy Fox recently passed away after a long battle with cancer on January 7, 2014. I will not delve into the details of her suffering; for it was not the way she died that inspired me, but the way she lived. Each day she woke up with a smile. Through the baldness, sickness, and sadness she taught me to have faith, that there was a plan for each of us. A complaint never rolled from her lips. Though my time with her was numbered, a mere bounded set in my existence, I will not measure our time in a quantity, but quality. Though I mourn her being gone, I smile, because she taught me too. Her bright and beautiful outlook of the world was a gift. The weight I carry is her absence, but in her memory I will always use this weight to dedicate myself to making her proud. I will forever strive to shine as bright as her.

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