The Attack
Scattered emotions encircle my heart as it speeds rapidly
Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out.
I struggle with the pressure, the pull, the weight of the world,








I struggle with the vivid memories, all coming back
Sometimes I want to scream, shout, and cry.
Pulling
Pulling
All on the weight of my shoulders.

My heart beat gets heavier and heavier
Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out.
My thoughts race faster,
























The screams get louder,
The shaking takes over.
Clawing
Clawing





























All on the weight of my shoulders.
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The worries set in,
Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out.
One long deep gasp of cleansing air,
The thoughts escape my body and mind,



















I let out the breath of air and it all comes storming back.
Shaking
Shaking
All on the weight of my shoulders.

Hours go by, this ends
Breathe in, breathe out, breathe in, breathe out.









It's over, now I wait,
Wait for the next time my body will be tangled in this trap,
The trap I can't escape, the trap that holds me with nowhere to go.
Waiting
Waiting
All on the weight of my shoulders.