I'm staring at the wall blankly
And even though I'm not thinking or saying anything
it breaks me
its like all my feelings are written on the wall and I can't make them go away.
But they're not,
I'm just staring at the wall blankly
emotionlessly
I don't think, move or talk
and I don't want to
i don't want to feel a thing
but I do
I feel all the emotion flowing through me
Without a thought or scream or cry
The hate, anger and deperession flows through me
I cant ignore it
I'm just staring at the wall blankly and the silences begins to break me.
but who is there to turn to?
who actually cares?
I'm just staring at the wall blankly
and finally it all breaks me.