Hello God its me, I come with open arms. I pray everyday you bring my family no harm. I want to be with you, through the heaven gates. Asking you to forgive me for all of my mistakes. I have so much pain inside my little heart. I would tell you everything but wouldn't know where to start. I just want you to know that I know you are very strong but what I want to know is, is my life going to be long. My good days are like water and the bad are like sand. I wrote this poem because you were the only one that could understand. I lay across my bed almost every night and cry, sometimes I even want to just die. But what good would that do, it would only hurt the ones that love me. I guess as life goes on we would just have to see. I am one of your creations, as I would say. I will se you in heaven soon one day.