I'm not in love.


Because if I say I'm in love

I’ll start to sweat when he walks by.

I’ll start to lose my train of thought everytime he looks at me.

I’ll start to daydream in class

but more than usual,

more about him.

I’ll start to write letters I’ll never give him,

and they’ll go on and on and on and on

about how perfect his smile is

about how he has the most perfect eyes

about how his hair is so perfect

But no-

No.

Im not in love.

Because if I say I’m in love now,

I’ll be staying up all night,

every night,

Questioning my ceiling about if he loves me back.

I’ll spend wayyyyyyyyy too long picking out what to wear the next day.

And I’ll be that girl that never shuts up about him.


So its been decided.

I'm not in love.

because if I was-

I’d be having a really hard time with the fact that he kissed my best friend yesterday.