Am I fine?
Well...
Sometimes I want to blow my brains out,
To try to get it out of my mind
Thinking of you with him
Wishing you were mine
It's just a thin line
Between sanity and losing it
The way I look,
The way I act
I seem fine
But I'm not
It's twisting, turning in my mind
I can't stand it
I need to hear a "Click, Boom, Bang"
Straight into my brain
Escape to my mind,
To my fantasy
You are mine
It's all fine
I feel sane
Damn! Here we go again
I can't handle it!
Hands to my neck
Start to strangle it
All this negativity
It bothers me
In the middle of the night
I cry for help
It's like a personal Hell
I want you,
I need you
I want to be with you
But I'm not...
That's what's on my mind
So yeah...
I'm fine