There is always a time limit.
what rings true to another is always lies to the other.
but I've keep telling myself.
that its time to stop.


Just stop;



Whats the point in trying to live a life that just keeps screwing you over every second
but even when i took my life several times why.



Why;



Why are you keeping me alive.
i don't believe in purposes,i don't believe in chances.
cant you tell I'm hurting.
where is my time limit.
my attempts fail so many times.


Just stop;


Stop what, stop my life! i cant I've tried and tried and tried so many times but whats the point if your just going to keep me alive, living is painful.
but why is it that only through pain, i strive to survive?
if everything has a purpose what is mine?


Just wait- just wait & see. only then will you truly find what your looking for.
I'm a monster a freak of nature yet why WHY!
just why have you come to love me?
you said you never leave me?

"you lied;"


I SHOULD'VE KNOWN BETTER!
I should've known then i wouldn't be in this screwed up situation..

Just stop;

Just stop-wait & see.