Scared as I am to know, that I have been alone, isn't compared to how scared I am to know, my life has been a nightmare from the beginning.


As independent as I've gotten, I feel that working with others will bring me down, and that being alone is the way to go. Considering I don't know everything, I may not know.


I realized my life is fine, and I don't need others to survive. I realized this due to the fact that I've been abandoned, been left behind, been dissed and ignored. Been teased, been rejected not, but not adored, which is what I always wanted.

Never again will I trust,
Never again will I believe,
Never again will I follow,
Anyone!
I am my own leader.