I waited a life time for a love like yours,
To show me life is a good thing,
That I don't have to settle.

But I'm screwed up
Not good enough for you
Your heaven and I'm hell.

I feel that I've lost you,
Maybe it was over before it started,
All because I fear I've lost myself...

I'm silent, so you think I'm ok.
I lie, so I think I'm ok
I cut, because I know I'm not.

I hate who I am
I'd change me in a heartbeat, would you?
I'd take my life, for a chance at a new one.

Ill sit on the side,
Watch you in your perfection.
I may take my life, I may not.
Just give me a reason.