And of everything I’ve ever done
You’re my biggest regret.
I should’ve immersed myself
In your being
While I had the opportunity.
Now I can only watch
Your glow
I cannot hold it
I cannot call it mine.
I should’ve told you
How I felt
All those times
But instead I was silent.
They said one day
You would stop chasing.
I should’ve known
Your admiration for me
Was only temporary.
For no one could love
Something broken like me
Forever.
I wish I loved you more,
I wish I loved you less.
And if you’re reading this
And you think it’s about you
It probably is.