For the first time in my Life
Silence snuck like Darkness
Hours felt like Weeks and seconds like Days
Music, movies and crowds had no meaning
Speed, Cars and Bikes found no place in me
Technology did not matter like before
Life did not feel lively anymore

Words left unspoken, leave me thinking in my bed every night
I lay and wonder
What if those words unspoken, were to be said?
What if I weren't here
Thinking to myself "What if?"
The two words that pain me the most
and I'm tired of it.


But then
For the first time in my Life
This Separation made a meaning to my life
Distance felt proportional to Love
The Silver lining grew sharper up the sky
Power of the bond we share built up
That long distance love,
Life felt as a challenge,
A Challenge I knew I have to fight
For things between you and me to get right!

I used to listen, when you said you would always be there.





I sit and think about all the times we had together, and how I thought I
used to love you, when you used to care.
I'd last through any weather.
But when the storm came you left at the first sight of rain, leaving me here
to deal with all this pain.
.

Pain still remains
Under these hidden scars
But it's time to be a big girl
To take off that bandage
And let the healing begin


Prayers to God felt even Stronger and Powerful
For the Price of separation
God has gifted Guardian Angels to look upon us!



I sat there crying thinking what did I do wrong; I looked to my mother’s words which said (baby stay strong).
So I wiped my tears and begin a new, new me, new life, and happiness without you.
Someday you'll miss me, but it will be too late for us to be.
What we had is in the past, it's a reason we didn't last.
But whenever you get discouraged about why we're through, just look in the mirror
because it's all because of you...

always remember this I love you but I love me more, I had to learn that when you walked out the door.....