A pain like this is something so unreal, so hidden and secretive, like if you tell your pain you will be locked away in a tower never to be seen again in hopes that no one will think about you ever again, like you meant nothing in other peoples life, like you have made not one impact, not one friend, not one life has been changed because you were in it. Pain like this is unbearable to feel, it's like being pulled out to sea by the current and having no way to get back to shore. Pain like this is felt but not seen, it can leave you in a world of hurt, but make you seem happy and perfectly normal. A pain like this shouldn't be wished upon anyone, not even your worst enemy.