If I were to leave and never come back would people miss me? Yeah I try to think so but what if no one did? What if I were to go away forever and not a single person missed me? Now I ask myself why am I like this why am I this emotional why am I this depressed why can't I do anything right and this is what I ask myself. What is wrong with me I ask am I to ugly to be around is my presence that bad that you have to walk away from me because I'm not cool enough for someone. What is cool I ask myself. Is cool being able to play on the varsity football team? Is cool being able to get a girl by the snap of your fingers? Or is cool somthing that everyone worries about if they are. is someone gets so hung up about that they Actuly hang them selves because there not? I ask myself every night I say "kyler what the hell is wrong with you what is so bad about you that makes everyone not notice you or doesn't want to notice you" I ask myself why am I so ashamed of everything that I do that I'd go to great lengths just to be that "cool kid" and this is what I ask myself.