Never would have thought this day would come
But still my past is a distant hum
Always ringing 
Always singing 
In my ears 
Echoing my fears
I shut the door not you.
If only I knew 
How much this would hurt 
This could be heaven 
This could be hell
But with you around it's easy to tell
You hold my heart 
Even when we r apart
You can rip it up with just one word
One that I hope won't ever be heard
But now it's to late 
I can't completely clean this slate 
I know that you were the one 
And now we are officially done 
It breaks my heart and rips it in two
I wish I had never 
Gave in and severed 
Our precious bond 
But now it's love but in a different way
I'm afraid that's the way it'll stay 
I'll never know
I'll never be the one to love you so
I wish I had never given in
And committed that stupid sin
Cause now I'm in love but all on my own
This is what never feels like 
I wish I could go back to where never was always 
And always meant heaven
And heaven meant you