I miss your sweet smiles.

Selfish; you left me here alone.
I have no friends; you were my only.

I miss your jokes about the teachers who look like animals.
Stupid; I have no one; not even family they don’t understand me.

I miss our long talks; some were just one-sided.
Depressed; you couldn’t be happy without bleeding from your wrists.

I miss our practical joke wars on the entire school.
Hate; you hated the world; I was your light, as you were mine.

I miss our kisses even when they turned bitter.
Fight; we fought about stupid things; I tried to make you happy.

Realization; I never knew how unhappy you were.
I miss our walks to nowhere.

Found; my heart died when I found you hanging from a rail, with a rope cutting you from my life.

Why; I still wonder why? You left no note.
Selfish; you left me here alone.

I still love you…