Darkness quivers deep inside of me
It awakes when my body aches
From the bullies that grew pride in me
I couldnt stand it
I always got held down
I dont understand it
How come they didnt smell that I almost died
That I could have drowned
Why do they interfere?
Always have to be apart of someone's life
They know I'm here
And the words they spit
Towards me is like a sharp knife
I feel like ripping my skin
Taking away my long disguise
I feel like gouging what's within
Adn separating my truths from my lies
To recognize me differently
To treat myself different instantly
I'm no longer into me
I'm into the
Cravings that I have for the monster that describes me
I might be, possibly
Someome you don't want to eye to eye
Someone you don't want to lie and lie again to
I never want anyone to vent to
I would never have to mention to you
About the sh*t I do
The things I've done
The words that I spit that made them stunned
I'm just here to distinguish
To point out a difference
From the person that I am
To the person that I want to be
The person that tries to call for me
The flames that burn in me from my past
I'm trying to extinguish
But the real me says he doesn't want to be relinquish
I know many things of forgiveness
But this isn't any of anybody's business
Just my own
And I will solve it till it gets finished
Till the dark side of me is banished...