Why can't I be her?
You love her.
Why not me?
But you make it obvious it's her.
But only to everyone else,
Never to me.
Why?
Am I special?
Do you want me to believe the lies
That you tell me?
Even after I hear the truth from others.
Am I just your new toy?
The one that will be gone
As soon as you have her?
Ill be the one you look at in disgust.
Because with her...
I'm a below average person.
A person you won't ever recognize again,
Or feel like you never knew me.
But I won't be the one that changed,
You will be.
Your own words will change you completely.
But you won't notice at all...
Because of her.
You were the player in our game...
When will you realize she is too?
But go ahead.
Stay with her.
By the time you realize what you lost...
You won't be able to find me.
Ill still be there I promise,
But I'll be changed
Into something much stronger.
Ill just be that would've been,
Could've been,
Should've been,
Never was and never will be.