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May 16, 2013
By TacozRAwesome BRONZE, Hardeeville, South Carolina
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&quot;why be yourself if you can be batman? <br /> always be batman&quot;

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Envy...
its like the black blood
boiling un the kettle
seeping out and completely disgusting you....

"why am i so envious?"
i ask myself.
as i walk down a lonely road
waging war with myself.

i fall to my knees,
flooding my face with tears.
"WHAT THE F*** IS WRONG WITH ME?!"
i lay here lost...

i cant take this anymore.
i need to be free.
i run away into the night...
to escape everything i love...
to escape my life....
to escape this envy....

© Xiao H., Naperville, IL

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