"Alone" by Ja'la Murry
Buzz.. Buzz.. I hear the vibrations of my phone, should i read the message or should i leave it alone. Scared of what i might read and who it can be.. is it nice? is it mean? most of all is it about me?
Loud rares in the halls as i go by, kids staring and looking me in the eye. Mean looks, hurtful words... make me wanna cry.
Ding... ding.. a message in my email, what could it be. A picture of a cat? a party invitation? what could it be.... A video? a video of you making fun of me?
Silence... the hallways are quiet, I'm alone. Alone with nobody there, nobody to talk to,nobody to care.
Pain... pain in my face, pain in my heart. We use to be friends, now we fell apart. The words you say, the things you do, I have to pray that this will all just blow through.
Bang.. Bang... your fist hits my face, blood drips down my nose... I hate this place... the pain and the hurt i feel will be over when you lay down a rose.
I ask to myself.. why? why is this happening to me. I never hurt you so why... hurt me?
Click... I lock my door. Tears run down my cheeks, so much pain,so much hurt, I'm all alone.
Sirens... my family crying. There I am... breathless... cold..... Dead.
Tears.. all day. flowers people lay.
I'm gone forever, you're here to stay. You get to find your true lover while in the ground I lay.