So many tears
bottled up inside
trying not to
burst into tears
holding back is hard
it's because of
heartache, heartbreak
love, and the pain
that is inflicted
in my eyes

If you really
cared or ever looked
you would see the
years of betrayal,
loneliness and losses
of loved ones
who cared enough
but had to go
because death took
their lives,
they're gone

There nothing to
live for; heart as
gray as the cumulus
nimbus clouds,
cold as ice, the weight
of the world on my
shoulders
but getting through
this obstacle is obligated
otherwise I could
just end it