That pistol,
The one you used,
Used to make a choice that you can’t take back.
You chose to leave a message saying,
“I’m done. I can’t continue like this.”
It hasn’t been long since you made that choice.
Nobody wants to believe it…
Believe that you’re actually gone.
Everyone is waiting for that call,
The call saying, “I’m fine.”
But now, nobody will get that call.
Nobody believed you,
When you said you were going to.
You didn’t turn back.
You wanted to be with your friend.
What about all of us?
All of your friends.
You leaving made everyone realize,
Realize that you meant way more to us than we thought.
You never got to live a full life.
Only 17.
April 6, 2013
A day nobody will ever forget.
That pistol,
The one you used,
Used to make a choice that you can’t take back.
Used to make the choice to take your life.