I have to fake this smile
so no one knows the truth
I miss you more each day
but whats done is done
I don't get a redo

you meant a lot to me
but things never stay the same
you were always there
to keep me on my feet
why cant I just see your face

you wanted more than I could give
so you left me stranded
confused and heart broken
I wait for your return
though I know I don't deserve it

I'm sorry I couldn't be what you need
I wish I could go back
to stop you from falling
I hate that I hurt you
i never wanted to see you in pain

you were my best friend
always so good to me
I loved talking for hours
your smile made my day
and your hugs felt so right

why did things have to change
I feel so alone
you were so perfect
I don't understand
your reason for wanting me

I lay awake at night
thinking about that kiss
I know I was your first
so I know you cant forget
my smile, my eyes, my laugh
they will all haunt you
wishing you could take it all back

you hurt me and left
dropped the one friendship
I thought could last
I'm no fool, I know you hurt too
but why just forget all our laughs
I know I can't, nor do I want to