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And here comes the feeling

February 28, 2013
By Rochi BRONZE, Buenos Aires, Hawaii
Rochi BRONZE, Buenos Aires, Hawaii
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Favorite Quote:
“And if what they say is true, that you spend your whole life rewriting the first poem you’ve ever loved, then it must also be true, that you spend your whole life trying to relive the first love you ever felt.”


“And here comes the feeling you thought you’ve forgotten. The one that enters your body and changes it everything. The feeling you hate. That feeling you love. Yes, the one that you need, and the one that you wanna pull away and hide under a thousand rocks.
Here comes the feeling. Pain and glory. Feeling alive. Proving yourself that you’re not dead anymore. You really can still breathing isn’t it? Do you remember those nights you couldn’t? It was impossible for you.
Not even darkness could hide your tears. Every muscle felt destroyed. Closing your eyes was the only way of trying. Trying to dissapear, to change it, yeah, change everything that was happening.
Hope. Or are you going to tell me you never trusted, you never imagined that day, with him, coming back, thousands and thousands of flowers- and tears, smiles, hugs, and love, that love. Unique. Especially unimportant. Or are you going to tell me that you didn’t felt it? The voice.
And here comes that feeling once again, The one you thought you’ve lost. Far, far away. Where you left it. You.
Your choice. You wanted it there. In the impossible. Unattainable.
You tried to escape, to run, to let it behind. You just couldn’t. Here you are. Face to face with that feeling.
Facing life once again.
Feeling.
It’s not the same isn’t it? Not even nicer. Same bulls***. Once again.
The important is, your alive. And if you have to deal with this feeling a million times to understand that you can breathe, you Really can keep on breathing, so, deal with it.
They never promised that it was going to be easy. Or simple, or funny, or fantastically beautiful. But they really said that it was going to be worth the pain, worth the tears, worth the run.
So run. Just run.
If it has to find you, It will.
And here comes the feeling. Don’t feel ashamed. Don’t cover it. Nobody will see it anyway. Nobody matters. Nobody cares.
It’s like the air. It makes us feel alive, but it is totally invisible.

It’s okay. Everything will be okay.”



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