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So So Sorry

February 18, 2013
By Kaylee Ayala BRONZE, Bronx, New York, New York
Kaylee Ayala BRONZE, Bronx, New York, New York
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Some things are better when left unsaid
It is not always okay, I have learned, to speak your mind

Especially when the things you want to say
are cruel…
and hurtful…
and heartbreaking….
damaging.

You cannot make a person love you
By crushing their inner beings.

I wanted to hurt you, but in doing so,




I lost you.
There is no longer an attachment to you.
The attachment I have longed for.

You are no longer mine
Because of me,
Because I spoke mind
I cannot call you mine

But I love you
And I will love you today

And I will love you tomorrow
And I will love you weeks from now

And I will love you months from now
And I will always love you
And I will always care for you


My love
The first one I have loved

You have left a mark in my heart

That will never be erased
No one understands how much I love you…

I love you…


I love you …



I love you…
Why did you believe me
When I said I no longer loved you ?

I love you
But I crushed you
And I crushed me
And I crushed us

We will no longer be one again
Our souls are no longer intertwined

I miss your essence
I miss your breath on my skin
I miss your smile on my lips
I miss your green, sparkling eyes staring into me

A place no one has seen
But I spoke my mind and you are no longer mine

Some things, I have learned, are better when left unsaid.



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