I blacked out again
Feeling the split lip
And burning knuckles
I open my eyes
To another unfamiliar room
I let out a sigh
The monster won again
The one that I’m fighting
Him
He gets out, I fight,
His voice in my head,
It drives me crazy,
He wants to me draw blood,
Not my own, others
I slip sometimes,
He takes over,
These are all the moments,
That I black out,
He tells me what to do,
Who to be with,
I can’t ignore his voice,
Not anymore,
He’s taking over my body,
My mind,
I can feel him,
He’s the monster in my head,
I’m giving into him,
The final fight is over,
And for the final time,
I black out