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The Love i used to have for you

February 1, 2013
By Anonymous

All I can do now is dream...
Dream of what we could of had been,
Remembering the conversations we used to have,
Now i see those were all just lies !!!
If I could i would scream I hate you,But i cant,
Because in reality I just cant get over the fact that your just not mine
I tried and tried,but i guess it just wasent enought,
I'm drowning in my tears but i need to be tought,
I forgave you once to many times,
Everytime i see you i cant find the words to say "I Hate you for hurting me this way."
My eyes fill with tears when I get home,
I close the door,Turn off the lights,And in the darkess I collapsed and cried.
My heart died for a love that was a lie.
As the tears soak up my pillow i begin to gag,
In need of oxygen yet there's none to be found,
You were my oxygen,My life,My soul,You've said similar things
But the difference betweeen it,
Is that I didnt't lie.
LIAR ! LIAR ! LIAR ! That's all you are a LIAR !
But now I see why people why people say dont love to much
I Keep askin myself why?
Why did i fall for such a guy?
I was blind folded but I've taken off the blindfold,
And realized how you really are
If you think it doesn't hurt then your dead wrong,
Because it does it really does,
I gave you my heart..but you only played with it..
So now i know to never trust you with anything as special as my heart,
Now you have a girl...
And i used to call her my friend,
Both of you let me down,Both of you hurt me,Both of you can get out of my life,
But now I've finally realized that you were never worth my tears or my pain,
Because all i ever needed were my friends by my side,
To hold me and asure me everything would get better,
They made me laught after i thought i would never be able to smile again
They made me open up after i had sealed myself from everything and everyone,
I'll never be able to thank you guys enought.I LOVE YOU GUYS !! THANK YOU !!


The author's comments:
well it just came at me after a heart break i know it sounds weird but oh well

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