I hate my life
I hate it so
but unfortunate enought Ive got nowhere to go.

I think im cursed
by Satan itself
No one could know how I possible felt.

People who love me
need to let me be
I might destroy them all
to hell im sent with just one call

Everyone I know slowly turns away
They leave me to die where I lay
For all I know in my heart
my body and soul ripped apart

Im now scared and all alone
as everyone's true feelings are shown
All they can think is to get me outta sight
I wont even try and put up a fight

They've not cut my wings
left me bare
of all the things I've done yes, it's fair
even though I'm broken and shattered
Like no one cares I didn't even matter


I now lay in my dusty tomb
wrapped up silently in my womb
I cried for help but no one came
Surely enough I've been put to shame

I now see the burning flames
it only reminds me why I came
I take the golden, silverly knife
I place it to my heart and end my life

When you read this yo may think
that there has to be a missing link
If only you knew, If only you were me
You'd understand teh death of me

To end this pain others felt
To end the mistakes I've delt
A way to escape to be free
Away to be my suicidal me