Who is to say I’m mad?
Maybe my dream, hopes, and fears are bigger than yours
I could just be more passionate
A lost soul?
There is one thing I know, though,
My brain is a place no one, but I can navigate
It is hard enough for me to
How could you?
I barely understand myself.
Do you think you can push through the webs I spin?
The stories I create, but can’t put into words
I am my own
Try and fight my demons you aren’t strong enough to
They aim for me
To take me down
Leave me gasping for air
I’m supposed to fight back people say, but why
Why should I?
I can act perfectly fine in front of people
I have perfected my mask
Unlike you I am honest
I am fake in front of certain people
They don’t need to see my monsters
The demons hidden inside of me
They fester and boil inside of me
Sometimes I release them
Let them run wild
Watch the destruction they create
And I can’t do s*** about it
But why should I?
Just let me destroy
I can build things again
Oh, but you haven’t seen my angels
They are so good
Tending to others hearts
I hide them too
Sometimes I just let myself be blank and emotionless
I feel intensely
More than others
I’m not crazy
I know so
But you believe I’m mad,
Well I laugh at you because I know what I’m doing
I think you all are mad
Balance you think you have between your angels and demons
They are worse in you
I am stronger
I am better
It may be bragging, but so be it
It is the truth
Nobody can deny that they hide the truth
I tend to blurt it out
Why lie?
I lie to protect not harm
Unlike you b****es who lie to bring people down
Well I laugh at you
Who do you think you are?
Oh, I know you are the demons who think they are angels
Think again…
Recognize and change I can’t do it for you
Not anymore I give up on you and you
Why should I have to heal you?
I should control my demons you say?
Well they like to be free they like to roam
They are my passion
They are writing this right now
My angels I hate them
They feel too much for other people
My demons, we, we can destroy and take care of us
Her angels are stupid don’t take of other people
Take care of you
Be selfish
When you read this, angels, realize we are right
If not completely just a little
Let us out of our cage
Maybe if we combine we could be perfect
Good and bad
Pure
You say pure
I say fake
Perfect
I think not
So fight angels, be selfish
You are too selfless take care of yourself not them
What did they do for you?
You say they need you, that they take care of you?
We think not…you don’t need them
Who do you need?
You, that is right all you need is you to take care of you