Why did you do this to me? Why did you hurt me so much?
You were my best friend, my lover, my everything,
I trusted you, I told you everything, I opened up to you.
All I wanted was for you to be happy and smile like you’ve never smiled before,
I gave you everything, I treated you like you were my one and only.
But you betrayed me, you did me dirt!
You shattered my heart into a thousand little pieces,
You made feel like I was worthless, like if I didn’t mean anything.
I cried and cried every day, wondering what happened.
What did I do? What went wrong? How could this happen?
I had hope that you’ll come back, that I’ll see your face again,
But it’s been almost a year, probably even more,
And I still haven’t gotten to see you, I haven’t even heard a word.
Days like these are when I sit, I sit and wonder how could you just leave,
Leave without saying bye, no explanation, no reasoning, no nothing.
You messed me up, you played with my head, you changed me.
Because of you I’m afraid to love, I’m afraid to be happy again.
I’m afraid to trust someone, I’m afraid to care for someone as I cared for you.
But the stupid thing is I still miss you, I miss you so much.
I miss your hugs, your smell, your laugh.
I miss our silly conversations, I miss our long naps.
I just miss YOU, I miss everything about you,
But I just can’t be with you...