Throughout this lesson from loosing you,
has been one of the toughest things
to my self and I.
And the pain is still inside.

It hurts . . .
It kills . . .
It is still there and I hate it
I know you are safe with other angels
But, it is just not easy for me to know that for a fact
.==.=
Just doesn’t seem right the way it happened
Do you notice my sleepless nights?
They are terrifying being lonely.
I watch the stars at night and think of you
That you are unknown angel watching me

But baby thanks to you I am learning
How to get stronger and be a better person.
One day we will meet throughout the kingdom
Because I was super excited to meet you



Having you inside my tummy
was already my motivation . . .
Then came the day I started to feel a connection
that you were my other half
with a tiny heartbeat.

As of now, my guardian angel
Wishing you were here
imagining there wouldn’t be any fear . . .
Unfortunately I carry the pain
Every day and night




But you are to remain in my heart forever
my little one.
No one will take your place.
My little angel

I miss waking up every morning
With my arms wrapped around my small belly
I used to wake up with the biggest smile
Ready to feed you and prepare myself each day

Knowing for a fact that you were going
to change my life completely for the good
not the bad…
Trust me I did not regret you
I never will.


But until then I just ask you to watch over me
Every second you can . . .
at my weakest moments and the hard moments

I still love you even though you are gone
And will always think about you
It doesn’t matter that I never got to hold you in my arms
You will always have a place in my heart
My little angel