I went back to the old house on the block
The exact same place were the last was shot
I thought of all my past problems
And the actions I made to solve them
To how I pushed it all away
Just to smile for a single day
To where I give advice to all the crew
But when it comes to me I have no clue
To why I miss the feelings of smoke
That sometimes it makes me want to choke
To why I'm a hurt person
Though these words give the best persuasion
No one thinks I'm as smart as I can be
Just wait till everyone sees
I'm tired of feelings this way night and day
I wish the smoke permanently took the pain