It's hard to be so alone in a world full of people.
I have no one and I'm surrounded by so many people.
I want nothing more then to disappear and to never feel this lifeless numb dull feeling any longer.
I spent half the night up in tears, breaking down reminiscing of what could have been.
I don't want to remember anything about you. I just wish I could hit my head hard enough to forget.
I have no regrets, I just made mistakes and trusting you was one of them and letting myself fall in love with you was another. You built me up just to rip me right back down. I wish I never met you. I am so sick of crying myself to sleep because of you. YOU AREN'T WORTH IT. So I don't understand my my tears relentlessly flow and I don't understand why there's blood constantly pouring out of my wrist. You Have no idea how it feels to go to bed every night trying to forget something you instantly remember the second you wake up. You have no idea how it feels to hurt yourself just to keep your mind of the real thing that's causing you pain. It's pathetic that I have to hurt myself to stop the pain the crushing my heart every time I see you with her. It's so hard to be in a world full of people and to feel completely alone. I miss you.I'll always love you. But there will never ever be a person in my entire life that I detest and loathe more then you.