These memories plague my mind

Like a flesh eating disease

It never stops until there is nothing left

It leaves you broken

Lost

Empty

I try so damn hard

To keep the diseases ridden memories locked away

In my door of obscurity

Making sure it never shows the nightmare ever again

But the more I try

The more it shows

Seeping through the door

I can’t get away from it

It never leaves me alone

You just want to know

What it feels like to live

Live in peace

Never knowing pain

Sorrow

Rage

You just want one damn day to feel alive

Will this day ever come?

Will I ever get to see

The beauty at the end of this life?

Or will I just see the nightmare?