You...
My love...
My pride...
My joy...
You...
You kept my head above water.
Numbed the pain and covered the scars.
It was you...
You gave me all of your warmth.
Sheltered me from rain, as if I was a stray dog.
It was all you...
You cared for me like I was your own.
All of your hugs
and all the laughs we shared.
YOU!
You slowly killed me.
Drove the blade deeper into my soul.
IT WAS YOU!!
You lied to me.
Always throwing me away
because I wasn't glitz and gold.
IT WAS ALL YOU!!!
You put the veil over my eyes.
Blinding me with "sweet love"
while you slowly poisoned me.
You...
You smashed my injured self.
Tearing open the wounds
you once treated...
I look back at all the tears
and laugh... I look back at all the laughs...
and cry...