I would like you to know,

that in my darkest moments,

I still see your beautiful face.

Your blonde hair

and grass-green eyes,

made me who I am today.

And even though you've died,

I still think twice before I pick up that razor blade.

Because truth is,

I could pour a million pints of blood

and still never forget you.

So what's the point?



I would like you to know,

I'd give all I have

to make you stay.

I know what I said,

I realized my mistakes.



I would like you to know,

how truly amazing you are,

I swear

you shined brighter than the stars.

I want to thank you,

for healing my wounds

and making me move from my scars.



I would like you to know,

that even though you're far away,

you're still in my f***ing heart.

no matter how far apart.