My mind keeps in my way

Fading the light of day

I try to push it to the side

But it’s hard to scoop out

The filthy, hardening reside



As I struggle with my mind

I try to remember, with teeth grind

All the days when I was broken

And You answered my prayers

With Your love’s beautiful token



For even King David had the doubt

As written in his psalms of 77 and about

He fought his mind with remembrance

Of Your works in his life

And blessings of Your abundance



With inspiration from King David,

I remembered the old days of pain and livid

When You brought me up from my pits

Bringing me blessing and wisdom

Breaking and healing my bitter of wits



Now that I have looked back in my life’s core

I began to remember my mind’s doubts once more

I stop the evil seeds with an upright hand

Answering them with my undeniable proofs:

“Why would I give up the God that answered me beforehand?”