Where do I go from here?

What do I have to look forward to?

Will this ever get better?

Will I ever learn to accept what's wrong?

Or will I go against the world to prove what's right?

These are my questions to myself

And to you.

These are the things I confront every time when I look in the mirror.

These are the lies I hate to admit to myself… every time.

I must search the answer… chase it!

But it always slips away.

Always one step ahead of me,

Always one step away from me.

Always right in front of me,

But I still can't see it.

Can't touch it,

Can't catch it,

And these questions remain,

Unanswered.