I'm happy for you & her.

I really am.



Its just hard,

To watch you go,



The word "friends"

Hurts worse,

Then hell.



I don't fall in love to easy,

I really don't,



I'm normally the girl who is cautious,

And afriad of love.



Afriad of getting hurt.



My last love,

I had watched him go the same way,



The same,

Searing pain comes to mind,

The same cold, numbing tears,

Comes to my sad eyes,



And the same sad poems,

I begin to write.



This is not what I intended.

But even though I knew this was gonna happen,



That i would fall for you,

And things woulldn't be the same,

I still kept going.



And I have no idea why i did.





I love the sound of your voice,

I love how you can tick me off in a matter of seconds,

But releave me to laughing and being happy all the same,



And I love how your always there for me,

I love how you can bring me up,

When I'm down,



I love you.



Believe me,

I tried burning you out my insanely gone mind,

I tried cutting you out of my heart,

Erasing you out of my memories,



Drowning every thought & dream of you out of my soul,



But its impossible,

Its to hard to do,



I can't do it,



I listen to love songs,

To numb the pain,

I keep doing crazy stupid things,



To keep you off my mind,

But things are just falling apart,



But i am happy for you,

I just wanted to let you know this,



I love you,



And I'm here for you