I understand that you’re upset and hurt.
I even understand that you want,
To take a break from us.
From everything.

But it’s him,
That you aren’t upset with.
You can just forget,
That he’s apart of this too.

That he’s cheated you,
And lied.
That he’s let you down,
As a friend.

I regret the words,
That came out of my mouth that night.
I beat myself up about it every minute,
Of every single moment that I’m awake.

The only escape is slumber,
I can finally be at peace.
Then at dawn,
It all comes rushing back

That feeling of shame,
Regret, stupidity.
The feeling of losing,
Someone that I love so deeply.

This is my promise to you.
To never hurt you like this again.