you.
yes you.
I've love you since the first time i saw you.
my heart started beating faster,
my knees wanted to give out,
and your smile took over my mind.
every time i kiss you
is like my first kiss again.
your lips against mine,
soft but strong,
calm but eager.
your arms,
in them i wish i could stay forever,
but i know that i can't.
soon i must leave your warm limbs for cold loneliness,
not to be held by another for so long,
or you,
ever.
you whispering in my ear three words everyone longs to hear.
your sweet breath, i will never taste again.
nevermore a sight,
nevermore a kiss,
nevermore an embrace,
nor whisper.
all that will still be only memories, thoughts, dreams, and wow, for how long will they circle me.
but never will you really be again?