I hate you
For making me fall in love
For making me finally trust someone
For making me...me

I hate you
For loving me back
For telling me I was beautiful
For telling me bull****

I hate you
For buying those drugs
'I'm not going to actually use them'you said
You promised

I hate you
For drinking all that beer
For getitng smashed
For hitting me

I hate you
For making love against my will
For sticking your deathstick into me
For doing it over and over

I hate you
For all that cocaine
For the white powder under your mattress
For telling me 'it isn't a problem'

I hate you
For the overdose
For the funeral
For the sobbing
For the blackness closing in

I hate you
Because I still love you
With no good reason