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Diary of a Murder Victim.

June 30, 2011
By EmilyKnowlton GOLD, North Grafton, Massachusetts
EmilyKnowlton GOLD, North Grafton, Massachusetts
12 articles 12 photos 13 comments

Favorite Quote:
"Everybody love everybody."


He hit her hard this time.

He hugged her,

told her he wouldn't do it again.

She forgave him.

She forgives him every time.

The pain from you never goes away.

I love you?

Truth,

I'm insecure,

I need your support.

Truth,

I don't love you.

Truth,

I love when you hit me,

it distracts me from my emotional pain.

Truth,

I love the attention.

Truth,

You're really sweet when you aren't drinking.

Truth,

I only lie about the bruises,

So they can't take you away.

Truth,

My family knows the truth.

Truth,

I will never leave you.

Truth,

I'm afraid of you.

Truth,

I love when you lie to me.

Truth,

I'm killing myself.

Truth,

It isn't your fault.

It isn't your fault.

It isn't your fault.

It's my fault.

I deserve this.

I messed up.

You're innocent.

I don't need help.

I can't breathe.

No one will ever know.

Don't leave.

Don't say it.

Shh.


The author's comments:
Many people are in need of help from abuse, but are too afraid to speak up. This is for them.

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on Nov. 3 2011 at 8:47 pm
book.junkie GOLD, Kingston, Other
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truth you know and understand how to write a beautiful poem with emotions of the human heart can you please chec out mine

on Jul. 8 2011 at 1:13 pm
FatesMistake13, Springerville, Arizona
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Favorite Quote:
"Most people die of a sort of creeping common sense, and discover when it is too late that the only things one never regrets are one's mistakes." Oscar Wilde

"The books that the world calls immoral are books that show the world its own shame."

i loved the emotion that pulled through in the last lines, the desperation to believe this and to have him with her. good job :)