I text but no longer do you respond, I cry but no longer are you here to wipe the tears from my eyes.
I wish but in reality I know you're gone forever you won't return, I take a step forwards and something pulls me back and I think, why is it my heart tortures me.
Night falls and still I can't find any peace, I cry and pray but sleep is out of the question.
I wake up late and slowly my life begins to spiral out of control, I walk around with the smile I force on my face; dear God where do I go from here?

I sit and wait on the pain to evaporate but still nothing is gone, every time I hear his name it's like a knife going through my heart breaking me apart.
I struggle everyday and I feel guilty, I ask and ask but he never forgives, I ask to talk but he hides and ignores what needs to be said.
Tonight is slow and lonely, and tomorrow will be the same; going to school then home but in between trying to fix what still remains.