Worry for him as I hold you
Don’t I care about him as I hold you
Why are you hurting him as I touch you
Don’t you care about his feelings as I touch you
I love him
I lust you
No more feelings in my mind or body
Impulse consumes me
I reach for his fingers, entwine my hand in his
For a moment it all seems fine
For a moment I don’t remember
Then I do and it all floods me
You are a w****, s***, b****, c***
Why are you doing this to him
Don’t you care about him
Why are you hurting him again
Again is what grabs hold of me and stabs me
I know you
I know me
And I know we can’t be together
Not this way