I dont know what to do anymore...
I feel the heat of the sun,
but when i step outside,
i see the rain.
When i smile for the audience,
I feel the pain,
Im falling apart from the inside out,
I suppose that makes me vain...
To care so much of what others think,
To follow the rules that are set down,
but the truth is I dont have a choice,
Im a prisoner of this forsaken town.
I have no thoughts inside my head,
No full length sentences are said,
i stutter, I cry, I burst I break,
I dont know how much more I can take.
I feel the insanity breaking free,
The truthful existence inside of me,
Its all I was, maybe all I will be,
As these tears make me unable to see.
I dont know what to do anymore.