I made this mistake im still making


I didn't realize the risk I was taking


You never stopped caring about me


No matter how annoying i could be


You've been there for me everyday


Even when I dont know what to say


I know how you feel


But everyday i try to tell myself your feelings arent real


I realize i've complained to you


When I didnt know what to do


I realize i told you about trouble with boys


And you heard me through all the noise


I never thought about who I was with when i wanted to cry


It was a guy that was screaming in his head "give me a try"


Well I looked up and saw who I was complaining to


And once again dont know what to do


Cause my mind and my heart are in fight


I cant decide if I will or might


I wish I could decide


But I guess I'll have to see so i'll give you a try