My father should be my everything the person I turn to and can trust. My constant and my friend forever What do I when my father’s my enemy When I don’t feel safe in my own house can this hell even be considered a home? If I stay quiet will there be peace or should I hate in order to live I can’t trust any one I cant love anyone because if I could trust or love at all I should trust and love him I want to hate him I want him gone family ties should be d***** so why cant I bring those emotion forth hes not my dad hes not my friend he hurts me with every motion he hurts me with every word no one believes me no one will help why do I want to love him why can my emotion be clear I live in hate I live in fear of all the things I should hold dear